Tuesday 12 July 11 08:49
Wow so, I started this whole blog this years ago.

I guess a new introduction would be nice?


My name is Brenna.
Hi?.

I'm not the same girl I was when I started this blog. I've changed completely.

I know it's not needed, but this is MY blog, right?

So here's a bit about my past...


I was loved by my whole family. Mom, Dad, Sister, and of course the extended family on both my Mother's and Father's side. My parent's divorced when I was 6 and my sister was 1.

Then, in April of 2010, my life changed for the worst.
My Dad was diagnosed with Kidney cancer. I was convinced he'd be alright. I mean, he was my father. He HAD to be alright. 

Everyone went around telling me, "He'll be fine!" "He'll get better!"

And I believed them...

He died on June 18th, 2010.
(for those who might comment, "I'm so sorry." : It's alright.)

My dad was literally my emotional hold all my life.
I told him everything, and he helped me through everything. 

I was a wreck.

Suddenly, my family begins to change.

My mother's side drops us because we weren't blood to them. (my mother was adopted.)

And my father side tries to steal about 45,000$ from my sister and I.
(I won't go into this back story in this entry, maybe another one.)

What's great, is that friends followed family.

My friends began dropping me like I'm nothing. 

I got cheated on by my boyfriend and lied to.

I felt like nothing. Worthless. Pointless.

I went into depression. Not leaving my room for anything. Fighting with my mom and sister. Fighting with the only friends I had left.

I felt horrible. I couldn't just call my dad and have him tell me to shape up and everything will be ohkay.

I was on my own.


I snapped out of my own depression before it got horrible (thankfully).
I still, to this day, don't know how I did it on my own.

Now-a-days I'm happy.

I have friends who stand by me and comfort me.

I have a good relationship with my mom and sister.

I have a boyfriend who loves me.

So hi, I'm not the Brenna I was when I started this blog.

I'm a new, messed up, still learning Brenna.
I'm just a girl who tries hard everyday to smile and hope the next day will be better than the others.
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Tuesday 19 January 10 19:48

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Tuesday 12 January 10 19:40
Hello everyone!
I totally got a curling iron for christmas! And I curled me and Amburr's hair!
Seen above ,
Me 'n' my mom at my grandma's place for Christmas dinner.
This is where I said R.I.P to my 4 month old LG Rumor 2 when it fell in the toilet.
From left to right.
Kerra(sister), Justin, Justina, Me, Kiana
My sister and cousins.
I look pretty freakin' happy after dropping my phone in the toilet eh ?


pointless enough? :P

I was bored :P
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Tuesday 22 December 09 20:08

Users Who Hyped This Post

Fireflies - Owl City
Trisha Yearwood - She's in love with the boy
DHT - Listen to your heart
DJ Sammy - We're in Heaven
Cascada - Everytime we touch
Selena Gomez - Fly to your heart
Pussycat Dolls - I Hate This Part
Ordinary day - Vanessa Carlton
Ride Wit Me - Nelly
Rockstar - Prima J
Somebody's Me - Enrique Iglesias
Straight Through my heart - Baskstreet boys ( <--- i know! :P)
TiK ToK - Ke$ha (Yes, thats how the title is spelt)
When you look me in the eyes - Jonas Brothers
Kat DeLuna ft. Elephant Man - Whine up

Some of my fav songs (:
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Tuesday 22 December 09 19:49
OMG!
I totally watched Peter Pan 2 today...
And I remembered I had the BIGGEST crush on him!
Lmfaao when I was like 7 .
And The Lion King was an awesome movie!
I never liked alot of them... But Peter Pan was always my fav (:
What about you guys?
Favourite DISNEY character?
Favourite DISNEY movie?
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